Coimbra fervia de estudantes. Os alunos assistiam às aulas e
nos tempos livres juntavam-se para falar e discutir (às escondidas) sobre o
Regime.
Rui frequentava o terceiro ano de Direito. A ilha e a
família tinham ficado para trás. A namorada também estudava em Coimbra e uma
vida nova tomava cor.
A meio do ano, foi mobilizado para cumprir o serviço
militar. Hesitou. Podia pedir um adiamento, afinal tinha bom aproveitamento. Ou
podia emigrar: França, talvez. Mas não.
O seu lugar era ali. Junto com os outros. Os seus colegas. Os da sua geração.
Os do seu país.
Após o curso de miliciano em Mafra, fica colocado no
Funchal. Volta à terra. Satisfeito por estar de novo mais perto dos seus.
Estamos no ano de 1961 e o Alferes é chamado para Angola. E
vai! Tinha de ir!
A guerra foi dura. Esteve 31 vez debaixo de fogo intenso. A
morte, a dor, o sofrimento colavam-se à pele tal como a lama e o breu da noite.
Os turras conheciam melhor o terreno e faziam o jogo do “bate e foge”;
- nós estávamos mais
bem apetrechados. Tínhamos melhor armamento mas a partir do momento que
começaram a usar minas ( 1963), a coisa
piorou muito!
Em Luanda, encontra Manuel Alegre. Vão almoçar juntos. E a
vida toma novamente outra cor. A cor da militância partidária. A cor de uma
luta! A cor de uma liberdade que paulatinamente ganhava mais adeptos por entre
os soldados que, no Ultramar, sentiam fazer parte de uma guerra que não era deles…
que não lhes pertencia… que lhes roubava anos de vida, que lhes roubava irmãos,
primos, amigos e sobretudo que lhes roubava a esperança … a hipótese de ter uma
vida como toda a gente.
Rui Nepomuceno falou-nos
da Guerra do Ultramar. Esteve lá, sim. Mas já lá não está. [agora , cada vez menos penso nisso] .
Guarda na sua memória as conversas, os ânimos da juventude, o companheirismo e
os planos e os sonhos de um futuro melhor.
E guarda um sorriso … e um olhar terno mas vibrante ainda
cheio de tantas vontades e de tantas lembranças. [ que prometeu partilhar
connosco]
Funchal. Coimbra. Angola - in between places of memory
Coimbra was
crowded with students. Young boys and girls attended classes and after school
got together (undercovered) and talked about the Regime.
Rui was
already at the third year of Law. Madeira Island and the family had been left
behind. His girlfriend was also at Coimbra and there life had gained a new
tone.
In the middle
of the term he was called to do military service. He thought carefully about
it. He could have asked for an adjournment because he had good grades. He could also go away: France, perhaps. But he
decided not to. His place was right there. He had to be with his mates. He had
to join his generation. And he had to help his country.
After the
military course at Mafra, he came back to Funchal. He was so glad. He was back
home.
Then, in
1961 he was forced to go to Angola. There was no other way! Portugal was at war
and needed their young men.
War was
thought! He was 31 times under severe fire. Death, pain, suffering clustered to
skin the same way mud and night darkness. The enemy knew the place much better
and used to attack and hide in the jungle;
-
But we were better armed. We had
better guns but when they started using mines (1963), things got so much worse!
In Luanda
he met Manuel Alegre. They had lunch together. Life was again tainted by other
colours. The colour of the Communist Party. The colour of political struggle! And
the colour of freedom which gradually gained supports among the soldiers who realized
they were fighting a war that did not belong to them … a war that robbed their
youth, that killed their brothers,
cousins, friends and above all a war that cut off the hope of having a normal
life, just like everybody.
Rui
Nepomuceno talked with us about war at Overseas Portugal. He was there. He is
not there any longer [he hardly thinks about it now]. He remembers the
conversations, the cheering and friendship of the boys and the planning and
dreaming of a brighter future.
And he has
kept a warm smile… and tender but blazing eyes so full of willing and nice remembrances
[he has promised to share with us].